you are right where you need to be
I am pretty much just your average joe with nowhere to go and everywhere to wander. I don't know why I am doing this nor do I normally know why I do many things. I suppose that's a part of why I am doing what I am, not to show who I am but to become who I am, will be, have been and can be. It's a wonderful place we find ourselves in, even in the worst of times and I am tired of minimizing my own role in my own life and my own expression so as to constrain myself to ideals of ideals that I have never even seen to be true. Any constraint upon my being and becoming will be violently attacked as soon as I am able to percieve it. Perception is the problem and I am hoping visibility is the solution. This thing and all things I do act in similar ways to help not unveil who I am but project being towards becoming within myself. All in all I am always learning and right now my focus is on exploring myself and the world without fear of ridicule, shame, failure or anything else for that matter. The cornier I feel the closer I feel to the real me that is afraid of.. becoming.