you are right where you need to be
Are you sure you want to see how the sausage is made?
Does the food taste as good when you know how it suffered before you got to taste it? Or is the suffering the seasoning? Who's to say whether the sausage would taste as good if we could see where it comes from and what it has come to. Well, actually, I am to say as long as you are to stay and the sausage is getting stale. Explore, indulge, diffuse and disrupt to your hearts content but don't stop being curious about the sausage, no matter how disturbing it may be.
“We shall not cease from exploration
and the end of all our exploring
will be to arrive where we started
and know the place for the first time.”
T.S. Elliot